I've always tried my best to become a good person. I honestly do. I recycle. I drive a Hybrid. I take 10 minute showers. I don't run the water. I save money. I don't over shop. I don't drink / do drugs. I don't party...

But all these good doings constitute in having no one to actually CARE for you while you're caring for so many other things..

It just bothers me that maybe being the way I am has kept me not dateable and easily scare off some potential guy..

I keep telling myself to wa  more...

I've always tried my best to become a good person. I honestly do. I recycle. I drive a Hybrid. I take 10 minute showers. I don't run the water. I save money. I don't over shop. I don't drink / do drugs. I don't party...

But all these good doings constitute in having no one to actually CARE for you while you're caring for so many other things..

It just bothers me that maybe being the way I am has kept me not dateable and easily scare off some potential guy..

I keep telling myself to wait and wait, but I've been waiting. I've been waiting awhile. I just want someone that I'm actually attracted to to be attracted to me and WANT me..

Is that so hard to ask for?

(Btw, attraction, to me, is actually being able to stand looking at the person you're going to be with in a relationship, and also standing his personality. It's never one sided!) less...