So, the title should explain what's going on.

I recently started having a somewhat likeable feeling toward a guy (no names or anything! lol). And attraction is set for me, I'm not sure for him. But he's been really nice and sweet.

And I told you guys about the guy that keeps telling me he thinks I'm "amazing" but he's just a friend.. or.. a really annoying acquaintance.

Well yeah, so, I told the poor guy straight up how I felt our relationship was going. And how I don't think  more...

So, the title should explain what's going on.

I recently started having a somewhat likeable feeling toward a guy (no names or anything! lol). And attraction is set for me, I'm not sure for him. But he's been really nice and sweet.

And I told you guys about the guy that keeps telling me he thinks I'm "amazing" but he's just a friend.. or.. a really annoying acquaintance.

Well yeah, so, I told the poor guy straight up how I felt our relationship was going. And how I don't think I'll change my mind about being anything other than "friends" because I'm saving my heart for someone else (which is a somewhat lie..). And I was referring to the guy that I'm actually attracted to..

So, yes, I did feel bad for lying, but I didn't want to tell him the WHOLE truth because that's a horrible thing to say. I just know he's a person that won't take NO for an answer and even if I tell him that we're going to be JUST FRIENDS, he'll make excuses / instances / comments or anything that'll make it seem like we're dating. Something a "clingy" person would do. So, what else could I have done?

Yeah, and usually, the guy that I'm attracted to would talk to me everyday. (Sorry, he's from the net! lol.. so e-mail or chat everyday). And that same day/night I check my e-mail. He stopped replying.

Isn't that a real case of karma?

Damn, maybe next time I'll just let guys that like me to like me, even if I'm not attracted to them. Let them be lead on.. right? --- Eh, i can't do that..

Either way, I get hurt!

Thanks Karma. Thanks. LOL.

I wonder if anyone of you got that. If not, sorry for all the rambles and rambles of nothings and continuous meanness that comes within me. I'm usually not this mean! =x

I'll blog some more if there's anything left in me to blog about! less...

It's not mean. You did what you had to do. And this guy on the net that stopped replying?-- don't lose any sleep over it, girl. TRUST me. It is SO not worth your time and worry. If you haven't met and actually invested alot of time and energy (and emotion), don't let it get you down. That's not Karma. That's just life. That stuff happens all the time. --True